Explaining my other concerts I've been to lately

Kay, so I went to Muse concert at the SECC (inside concert area) and like, I found Johnny, Paul and Scott. M in the crowd and I didn't like how they were acting towards my Sharon.

Before everything started, Paul was using my head as a beer mat. -_-

Noisettes came on.. did not like them. Me and Sharon were like, 3 people away from the barrier. When Muse actually came on... chaotic..

Me and Sharon were holding hands so we'd make sure we wouldn't get seperated - it didn't work. We couldn't see each other; we just could feel each other's hand but man, Sharon was giving my a fucking heart attack! She was sort of crying being all scared and she got lifted over the barrier leaving me rubbing up against some chick's smelly wet armpit. >_< Then, I feel on the floor (on the floor near the barrier... jesus..) I was sitting on the floor, crying, screaming at the top of my lungs in hopes someone would save me. I was half holding on to this guy's hand but it was too sweaty to hold on to. Then a couple of people lift me up and pulled me out of the crowd.

That happened during the first/second song. I forgot which. Was funny after I re-united with my Shazzybaby. She was okay, she thought it was amazing. xD

So we sat out and ate expensive but digusting chips from the stalls and went back in in-time to jump to Hysteria, Starlight, Newborn, Plug-in Baby, Time is Running out and Knights of Cydonia.

Oh yeah, I also had lost a shoe. My pretty polkadotted red shoes I lost them when I got pulled out the crowd and had to wait 'til the concert was over to find it again; extremely and totally wrecked. ;_;!
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Placebo

Kay, me and Shaz went to Placebo concert on 6th December (Wednesday hehe) and it was AMAZING. PLacebo are AWESOME live.

So two support bands came on. Doors opened at 6:30. First support band played at like 5. Actual Placebo band didn't come in 'til 9pm. -_-

Haha, me and Sharon were at the front again. We were absolutly scared we'd get crummeled again but we never 'cause Placebo's less of a mosh than Muse (so much less..) They played all my favourite songs and Brian Molko (lead singer) was donning a schoolgirl outfit. Oh yes.. and the guitarist pointed at me

Basically, I was 2 people away from the barrier. He came over and start randomly pointing one at a time to random people. They were all just pointing back (tall bastards) but me, I jumped up and down waving at him hoping he'd see me - he did! he pointed at ME and laughed/smiled. I SWOONED XD

I didn't even lose a shoe this concert! ^^ Ah was bloody brillaint.

I wanna go see Snow Patrol and Pink next.

Not really. I've just lacked inspiration and motivation to do anything.

Plus I'm going away to Hong Kong this Sunday (10th Dec) and won't be back until 10th January. I will try and update this to tell you of my journey 'n' stuff.

I have missed you all. Sorry for not updating etc. :\ But face it, one less artist shit to cycle through your inbox. ^^

Any of my friends (or anyone who reads this journal entry) who is an artist has any linearts or can draw a picture for me to CG please?

thank you.

un-sure with how to cope with this.

I feel dirty and sick.

i don't know what to say.

too lonely and depressed to come online anymore.

people need me? well i need people. except i should stay away from guys altogether.

i'm single again. hah.. one year and nine months..

woulda been sweet if we hit the 2 year mark.

i can't stop crying.

i can't stop hurting myself.

i deserve it.

Not as good as I thought it'd of been.

I mean okay.. so I went to see 'im in Edinburgh with Boab (one and onleh, rawr) Colins, Simon, Paul, jools, scott, scott, johnnie, WIllie, Erin and Luke.

Then Jamie came in somewhere at 5:30pm ish (the gates opened around 4pm, nothing started until 7, a lot of people were pissed off)

Was funny. Jamie... never seen him like that before. He was drunk but not y'know? He kept on shouting at people he didn't know. But I was excited to see ihm cause I hadn't seen him in EVER SO LONG. So I hugged him all "JAMIEEE!" "JESS! OMG YOU'VE NOT GROWN TALLER."



So yeah we sat about and ate stuff that were over-priced (a 99 cone for £2 WTF?!?!?!?!)

Kay, then My Chemical Romance came on. We were booing them off. har har. I was standing next to Paul until I followed Simon, Scott and Jamie to the front (bad idea....)

Very bad idea. My hair was getting caught and people were pulling and my head was actually wedged between two people's elbows. And at most times I couldn't breathe. I had to keep my head tilted up to get fresh/cold air. -_-

ANd some crazy bitch lady started smoking. I was gonnae daaaai. So I was suffering and all but I actually made it up to the barrier and like... I don't really remembered what happened. Just all, "Lift her up! Get her over here!" and someone lifted me by the legs and I was over the barrier and I had a tear down my face and I lost a shoe. Then someone got my shoe back. And I saw Ewinny ;_; ( Miss Erin <3 )

KK, so I was lead back to the left side of the crowd and made my way... back near the centre. Ho ho bad. But, FINALLY, Muse came on. Sad thing was I was too short to SEE the mighty sex God himself. FUCKING MATTHEW BELLAMY YOU BITCHING BASTARD WHY ARE YOU A FREAKING SEX GOD? *dies*

Matthew's so much hotter when he's not on tv, in pictures or on the interweb... and Chris looked real fat. I only saw him once actually lol.

But yeah, the set list WAS BEAUTIFUL!!!! It was just.. too bad I wasn't able to enjoy it.... *gets book to where she copied down set list*

Knights of Cydonia
Hysteria
Supermassive Black Hole
Showbiz
Map of the Problematique
Forced in
Bliss
Butterflies and Hurricanes
Apocalypse
Invincible
Starlight
Plug-in Baby
Newborn
Time is RUnning Out
Stockholm Syndrome
Take a Bow

sigh.... with the first set of songs.. I kept on falling over.. pushed about 'n' stuff and trying to take pics of Matt (took.. 2 good ones i thinks, but they's still blurry)

and like, one time, I fell flat on to the ground and I was being trampled and jumped on for a bit. Then someone saved me, I was crying, and a wee cricle was formed around me and people just stared o_O

O H YEAH I LOST A SHOE!!!!! ... AGAIN! Couldn't ifnd it until AFTER the concert when I cried on Boab and Johnny came running back to me oging "jess we need your other shoe to prove it's yours!"

Then End. Well, my right foot hurt. Too many people jumping on it and chipped toenails.

Meh, I'm sleepy. Came back home at 12:30am that day. School night as well. lol i r rebel xD